If you’ve ever wondered what the mind behind Burning Torch Productions thinks, this is for you.
With Energy! O Energy! in production and more projects on the burner, I’ve been working more hours per day than I care to keep track of. When you’re self-employed, keeping track of your hours is depressing. When it’s all said and done, the film is only about 90 minutes long, but the hours leading up to its completion will easily exceed 3000 hours. Is it worth it? Absolutely. Do you think I’m crazy? I don’t blame you. Let’s look at the math.
1 feature length movie running time= 90-110 minutes.
Hours committed to making the movie estimate= 3000 hours.
3000 hours = 125 days = 1/3 of a year.
*This is for a film that’s only 2/3 complete.
Now you’re probably saying, “That’s impossible!” But it’s not, and here’s why.
When I’m working on a film, I become completely consumed and passionate in the production. Every thought in my head is somehow connected back to what I’m working on. In order to explore a topic, it must be looked at from every possible angle. The number of ways to explore a topic is infinite. Does this mean you shouldn’t try? Of course not. It just means that you’ll never run out of studying.
So in other words, making a film is a full time
job, literally. If I’m not spending my waking hours filming, editing, or producing, I’m thinking about the film in every part of my life and then dreaming about it at night (dreams weren’t included in the estimate above).Film is the creation of reality, which makes the human experience
the ultimate guide to filmmaking. Film is the magic of watching realty unfold in front of our eyes. Even fictional films convey realty. At the heart of a film is emotion
and the emotion
, even if the story that evokes it is made up. Every second of every day is an opportunity to expand. It can be as little as seeing something in the grocery store and writing it down on the back of my receipt. It could be a conversation with a loved
one. The possibilities
are infinite. Nothing goes unnoticed.Actual deskwork may last from 8 to 6 or 7 or 8 or 9, but the deskwork is only a tiny part of the work that goes into making a film. I don’t make 8am to 6pm films. It’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because I can’t. I can’t take on a film and just forget about it at quitting time. I don’t leave work at work. I can’t leave work at work
because to me, it’s not work; it’s my life
.Some people might call it being obsessive. Others might argue that it’s not a healthy lifestyle
. Call me insane. Tell me it’s impossible and that it won’t last. Say that it’s not worth it. Try to change me. It won’t work
, because like I said before, it’s not work, it’s my life